Thursday, August 16

Work travels + Life

So I'm starting back some of my work travels. I do love to do work travels but it can be quite tiring.

What have I been doing lately?

Well, back in July I went for a 5 days vacation to an island and it was honestly a fun trip although there were some minor ups and downs. The bad side about the trip was, I actually spent more than what I allocated for, but all this were mainly contributed by me spending too much on drinks. For four nights I spent a chunk of my funds on drinks in the bar. What a waste no? Made new friends during this trip mainly at the bar but it was good. It doesn't happen every day right?

Anyway back to work, yea I've been traveling again. All travels are just within the country and not outside so its still good. But back to back travels are very tiring. Every since I got back from my trip I flew to Sibu, Kuching and now Penang. Every week I've been traveling. Fun? Yes. Tiring? Extremely.

At this very moment, all I want is to just have some good rest and sleep for few hours. Even talking to my colleague I've just lost some mood to do so. I want to sleep!

For now I'm just waiting for month end to come soon. It'll be another short trip to somewhere. Hope it would be a memorable one too. Counting down the days to it.

Lately I've been having lots of mix emotions and feelings in me which is making me very worked up. I also tend to isolate myself more now compared to last time. Not sure what's happening to me.

Friday, July 13

Things I Read

So I've been more active on Twitter compared to Instagram for the past few months. Why? I guess cause Twitter is less superficial compared to Instagram plus I get to interact with humans on Twitter as well.

Anyway, being on Twitter, it never fails to surprise me with the things people write or say.

Sometimes it makes me wonder, "Is that what you do all day long or perhaps in your life?".

I won't say what is it about but it just surprises me and I can't help but judge some of them. I judge but I don't throw it to their faces anyway.

I guess to some, that's how they like to live their life as and perhaps not much care about other things? I don't know.

Wednesday, July 11

Back again

Suddenly had the urge to writing something here again.

The past month has been quite good. I've had folks coming up and asking how I am and stuff, honestly thank you very much for the support. Actually nothing major happened. Just the usual ups and downs of trying to be in a relationship but then again nothing really happens cause those kind of shit is just meh.

I'm kind of enjoying my time at the moment. I get to gym longer, do my own stuff, laze at home, go out for coffee, do things without having any concern of offending or managing another person's feeling or time.

What have I been up to? Well not much or shall I say, I prefer not to share it here or any other place. Why? Because some people tend to say stuff which I do get offended. Some folks just have nothing nice to say but ridicule. But I'm planning for my dive trip in September. Hope all goes well.

Owh these days I do get irritated by spoiled brats. Hey, you've grown up with a silver spoon in your freaking mouth, car paid by parents, spend beyond what you earn, yet you're just a freaking pain in the ass. Just get a life would you?

Anyway, till my next update.

Friday, June 8

Watching alone


I've actually watch a movie alone and today is the first time I've done it. 

Bought myself a Premier class ticket instead of the normal one since I'm alone. 


Watched Jurassic World.

To be honest, it wasn't all that bad anyways. 

Just that you either don't have person next to you to look at or a person's hand to hold.

Kind of sad when you think of it, but I guess that's how things are for me now. 

A friend told me this:

"You need to get used doing things alone. Once you've mastered it, you won't be so depended on your future partner and less emotional if he doesn't have time for you."

Yes I am kind of clingy at times when I need to be. 

Thursday, June 7

"Pause"

Pause.

Means: Interrupt action or speech briefly / A temporary stop in action or speech

Synonyms: stop, cessation, break, halt, stoppage, standstill, interruption, check, lull, respite, stay, breathing space, discontinuation, discontinuance, hiatus, gap, lapse (of time), interlude, intermission, interval, entr'acte; adjournment, suspension, moratorium, interregnum; rest, time out, stopover, delay, hold-up, wait; hesitation, beat, caesura, let-up, breather

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Thursday, May 31

I have finally done it!

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This year I've made a personal bucket list and I've finally ticked one item off that not short nor long list!