Friday, July 29

"Betcha Gon' Know

Oh welcome to a day of my life
The memoirs of an imperfect angel
Oh welcome to a day of my life
The memoirs of an imperfect angel

Though the lights were low
I could see you both
In a lover's silhouette
And my heart stood still
I was froze right there
Staring down at her red dress
So I bolted out the door
Jumped right into the car
It's too dangerous
To be in the vicinity of where you are
Rolled down all the windows
Just so I could breathe
I can't believe you just actually did this shit to me
I'm going bout a hundred
Mascara runnin
Laughing out of anger
But it don't strike me as funny
Been too good to you
I've been virtuous and true
To have something like this
Happen in my own bedroom

Betcha Gon' Know oh how it feels
(when I get you back)
Betcha Gon Know oh how it feels
(when your heart's been cracked)
Betcha Gon Know oh how it feels
(when we fade to black)
How it feels for real

And you see your whole world collapse
Imma la-la-la-la-la-laugh
Imma la-la-la-la-la-laugh
Imma la-la-la-la-la-laugh right in your face boy
Betcha Gon' Know oh how it feels

So I pulled to the side
Of the road to fix my face
But I can't cover with make up
What my tears want to erase
I wake up in a haze
Morning dew and sun rays
As I drive I hide my eyes
Behind my black Cavalli Shades
A block from the house
Slowly creep in the driveway
Tip toe through the door
But you're there wide awake
You're like "Where you been?"
I'm like "Sorry, I fell asleep of Jasmine's sofa.
I could've swore that Rae Rae
Called you and told ya"
You're like "You okay"
I'm like "I'm alright.
Little sleep and I'll be fine."
But if you only knew
What was in the back of my mind
You already stung
But you really gon find out in time

This is for real, for real, for real
Oprah Winfrey, whole segment, for real, for real
20/20, Barbara Walters, for real, for real
60 minutes for real

Baby, I had all the guns but not a word from you
You got me all crazy, somewhere down the line your gon get what you deserve..you fucking jerk
Your were supposed to save me, my sweet baby
Now we are fading away..but your gonna know how this feels
Even if it's the last thing I ever do
To be continued... 

-Mariah Carey-

Thursday, July 28

The black cat......

Hye to the world! Hows life going? Hope its all good. For me, its sure not at all.
Why do things happen? Opps.. Sorry I should be saying why do bad things happen? Is it karma or just plain ugly unwanted bad luck?? If its karma, well maybe I got to accept it. But if its just unwanted bad luck, then I'm really not liking it. So what's so bad you might ask? Hermm. lets see. Well for a start, since Jan it hasn't been quite good for me. Had probs with my supervisor and suff. Then had issues with "the love" and finally "ended the love". Then there was trips being canceled. Spending too much money (for this I'm not quite sure how its bad..hahaha but it is..). Then lately I guess the badness really hit me. My car was broken in, beg was stolen. Beg of clothes that is! Come on for christ sake! Why would you want to steal a beg of clothes? (maybe he thought it was a laptop?). But the person who did the stealing was hell of a specialist. There wasn't a single scratch on the car, just the key hole busted. So that was it. So I thought. Then yesterday, hahaha, guess what? My car was towed away by the freaking MPS! The best part was, there wasn't any notice given. I was fined 250$$. But obviously I'm not going to just pay the $$ like that. So had a small talk which turn into big then small again with the MPS officers. Oh ya, btw, I was't the only unlucky person. There were at least 10 more. So we tried to fight for our rights, but as usual, the govt always has the power to do what they freaking like. (I won't go into detail what happen ya, its kinda violent..haha) (the plot - MPS and MDEC is to be blamed)

I can truly and utterly can't believe all this is happening at this time. Ooo dear karma please turn good.

Monday, July 25

xoxo....

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.


Source: Unknown 

Wednesday, July 20

Eeny, meeny, miny, moe,......

Good day dear gorgeous people! Sorry I'm not sure why do I have tto start my post with the "hi" and "hye" all the time. Haha. So lets do some sharing. Being in this world for 23 years, has really thought me much and I'm still learning, not stopping anytime soon of coz. I've learned to roll, crawl, walk, and run since I was such a cutie until I turn handsome. Hahaha. So, I've been hurt, happy, sad, bored and so much more. How has all of this affected me you ask? Well, what's for sure, I've never taken risk. I mean I do, but not those major risk. I don't jump into a sea of sharks without my cage. But, now, its the other way round. Who needs cages right? I'm just gonna jump in there, get what I want and be gone with it. Come on. Life is short! We got to be happy and enjoy it! So I'm gonna enjoy life. So must you!

Lets go diving!

Monday, July 18

Born that way.....

Hello to all the beaus & hands. How are you guys & gals?
Lets talk about looks or maybe....looks =D. So, I'm not sure if any of you have ever had a feeling like, "Why wasn't I born with those looks?" or "Why am I not cool?", all those bla bla bla. Well, I used to think like that, but hye! Guess what? What's the point of having all those but without a proper brain or attitude or whatever that's suppose to be good right? So no matter what you are, how you look, what you wear, what people say, you are who you are. Nobody can change that. Besides, if people say stuff, it means, they're just jealous. Haha.

Be a Godiva chocolate.

Friday, July 15

Mouths.....

Ello people. I'm officially 2 weeks into my new job. So far has been good, but that's for now I guess. Haha. Lately had a sudden feel which I bet not many people would like to have it. Feel of everything is on your own, meaning no one beside you like usually. I guess that feeling does comes once in awhile. Can't escape it right? A friend once told me that, "Once you start work, everything will fall into place slowly, & you'll feel much better". Honestly the words are true. Things are getting better day by day, enjoying the more silent part of my life, having more time for myself and family. Plus work, is fun day by day too. Earning the bucks, planning my grand trip, things to get, people to belanja. Haha.
Haish. Well, that's life in the fast lane. Actually should make it FAB-lane. Yeah!

The second I heard this song, it was like, "Theme Song people!!". Hahaha

Tuesday, July 12

Piggy bank......

Hey ya to all! How are you lovely people doing?
Lets talk financial matters.  =) Not an interesting topic, honestly I do hate it, but what can I say? Being a working kid, its time to think about the $$$$$$$! So recently did some minor maths to see how much I can save and spend, which is the most important... hahaha.. Lots of minus then plus in the maths, which ends up, I'm having not much to spend! Such a sad news but, well future is more important right? Lots of savings to do. Need to fill the piggy bank, making sure he's fat as possible so he won't go hungry anytime soon. hahaha.
Save save save...enjoy enjoy enjoy...



p.s. - this post is the most unrelated post I've written  =p

Monday, July 11

If you have nothing nice to say, don't say it at all......

"If you have nothing nice to say, don't say it at all" Thumper's mom.

A very nice and lovely phrase but somehow, there are some people who just don't know when to keep their gap shut or lets say, they can't seem to say just nice things. These people are those who tries so hard to bring down others because of god kows for what reasons.
Its ok if you want to make a person look bad or sound bad, but do it more discreetly if possible. If you want to make an impression that you're so awesome and mighty, then shout it out to the world.
Bringing down others publicaly won't get you anything except letting people know what an a$$ you are and how childish is your thinking (talking about being in the 30s).
Everyone talks about everyone, that's for sure, but there's always the time and place for it.
Well, maybe like a friend once used to tell me, "We can't tell people what to say or what not to say. Just let them be. Only god knows the truth."

p.s. - This post is actually dedicated to a someone and a someone who I've barely known, but trying to make an impression that "oh I'm 30 plus, I'm older then you, I make lots of money, I'm better then you in all ways". Well look here, I got better things to think about rather then bout of you trying to ruin other peoples life. For what it's worth, you won't live a happy life by screwing up other people lifes.

Wednesday, July 6

Talk about loosing it.....

Hye to all the pretty and handsome ones if you think you are. Hahaha. So today I was reading the paper like always, then suddenly something really caught my eyes and brain. I'm sure many of might have read it too somewhere I guess, but I can't resist sharing this news with you guys. Hahah. Read below


"A HIGHLY educated couple, in their 30s from Hubei, China, thought that the wife would get pregnant by sleeping on the same bed, Sin Chew Daily reported.
Prior to their marriage, the couple did not dare hold hands and kiss as they thought the woman would get pregnant by doing so, reported a China newspaper Chu Tian Jin Bao.
However, the couple decided to seek medical advice after the wife, who holds a masters degree, could not conceive.
They have been married for three years.
The doctor was shocked to learn about their “sex life”.
The husband, who has a doctoral degree, said they were too focused on their studies." from The Star.

Talk about loosing your "V" for the first time. Haha.

Tuesday, July 5

Not as easy as you think.....

So its my 2nd day. I think you're starting to get bored about me crapping too much about my working life. Well, what can I do, I'm excited ma. Haha. Anyways, one think is for sure. This job, its not as easy as you think it is. Currently although its my 2nd day, I'm feeling a little scared about my job already. It looks so so so so much more then I've expected. Hoping for the best though.

Smile smile, I shall love my job! Haha.

Monday, July 4

1st day.....

Hello.
So today was my 1st day at work. Luckily for me, it all went well. Although I was kinda tired, but manage to pull through it and finally completed my 1st day.
I've got 3 weeks of training to go, hope all goes well.   =)

Saturday, July 2

Plan je.....

Seriously I'm very good at planning something. Not bangga diri la, but planning like holidays and other stuff la. Haha. Ok back to the topic. Alright as I said I'm very good at planning, but i'm also very good making sure they don't happen as planned. Haha. It means, what I've planned, always TAK JADI WAN!! Why la? Sometimes it really gets me so frustrated to do any planning at all. Most of the time, its not me who make it TAK JADI but its others. Well can't blame other people too, everyone has their own priority.
Anyway, this won't stop me from continuing to plan things. Its quite funny, but actually I love to do planning for no reason. Maybe I've should gotten a job that requires me to do lots of planning instead. Haha.
So lets plan plan, and hope someday what I plan will work out.  =)

Friday, July 1

Is all about the money money money......

Money can buy you Happiness, but it can't buy you Love.
Money can buy you Ego, but it can't buy you Pride.
Money can buy you Loyalty, but it can't buy you Honesty.
Money can buy you Honor, but it can't buy you Respect.
Money can buy you Popularity, but it can't buy you Dignity.
Money can buy you Friends, but it can't buy you Family.

Ok I can't deny, we need $$$ to survive in this world, but certain things aren't just about the money.

Sometimes people can get blinded by money so much until they forget who there are or what they're doing. Be more down to earth, face reality and see reality.