Saturday, March 29

A reply

Another post about me having an emotional upset.

Been feeling under the rain lately. For no apparent reason actually. It's like it comes and goes like that.  Sometimes I'll be just happy and no problems or anything, but sometimes it can be out of a sudden I'll have mood swings from A - Z. I can't exactly say why I'm like this and what's causing it because I don't know the answer to it. Maybe I do but I assume it's not the answer. 

Honestly I hate being this way. It's like affecting my work and the people around me actually. I send out bad vibes and they start feeling the badness from those vibes. I think I'm going nuts. 

Today a friend of my dad did like a fortune telling for me. He used my birth date details and came up with a few numbers. To my surprise what he told was actually true about me. He spoke about work, life, love and much more. After hearing it I did have some thoughts about it and kept wondering what are the changes I've got to make. The risk I've got to take. Another thing, he said my perfect match should be someone who have the number 3. See the picture below? Circled, I'm a number 5. I can't remember the reason why but it's suppose to be good.

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Work is going to get more stressful and tiring day by day. Attending meetings and discussions is really challenging. Some may say my job is fun, yes it is when I have awesome colleagues, but when you've got to stay back like till 8-9pm to settle stuff, it isn't all that nice. Still it's something I'm trying to adapt too. 

I'm praying and really hoping the coming seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and even years to be kind to me and for me to face them whole heartedly. 

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"I long for a response when I speak not just a reply of a word or two. It breaks to know how far you'll go when I only linger for a word of care and interest" 

15 comments:

  1. If I calculate according to what your dad's friend did... I probably a number 2 person??

    No need to be too moody. As for your job, you have to look at the pros and cons. I'm sure there are days that you don't need to work until that late and you might even have days which you practically don't need to work, especially no major projects waiting to be executed (:

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    1. How did you manage to calculate? Do teach me

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  2. omgosh i like that pic !! hahahaha.. of you of course, not the kira kira.. and i dont believe in the kira kira and you should not too... destiny is what you own and its up to you to decide whats next... ok ??!?! the brain is one piece of funny sponge, so let it be, let time do the rest, if you cant control it just let it out, if you can control it then suck it in.. crying is good sometimes, let the tears take all your stress away.. haha... if you need someone to talk to just write it out.. you will feel better... or just text me at +447sextonight1910701374194109427097 ... i charge RM2 every minute.. hahahahaha jkjk

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    1. Tuls. I dialed the number but always busy. You're fully booked? Lol!

      CP what dafuq?

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  3. i guess it sud be 4th Feb 1988,thus u have
    04 -> 0+4=4
    02 -> 0+2=2
    19 -> 1+9=10 -> 1+0 = 1
    88 -> 8+8=16 -> 1+6 = 7
    4+2=6
    7+1=8
    6+8=14->1+4=5

    Hence you are no.5..

    well,just my assumption and hope you understand..

    If my calculation is correct, then i could be 3..hahaha..

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    1. That's how I calculated too. It's just our assumption, looking at the piece of paper you uploaded. Thanks you for taking time to show it, Nthnl Dmn

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    2. Nthnl Dmn you're really good at counting. Why can't I figure that out? Haha

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    3. Hahha.. i guess i am just lucky this time.. :)

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    4. Haha. Counting numbers can't be lucky. Lol

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    5. AL: you were too preoccupied with other things. That's why you didn't notice how it was done (;

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    6. yeay.. Da Closet Guy is right.. there are too many things going in your mind ! :P

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    7. I actually lazy to calculate. Lol. No wonder I failed my maths. Haha

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  4. Whenever you have 2 digits, u have to add them up to become 1digit..

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