Saturday, August 29

Starting from Zero

Finally I'm here back on my blog to blog about my lame boring life over and over again. Well actually I didn't wanted to blog until someone commented on my Facebook that I should blog again so here I am trying to kick start my habit of blogging again but someone I'm just so lazy to blog but I will just blog for all my blog readers. Thank you.

That was a hell of an intro isn't it?

Well the main reason why I've not been blogging is still the same as ever before. Been too lazy to do so and writing is tiring and draining and just plain tiring. I just repeated what I just wrote but I don't care. I'll just continue writing what ever I want.

Anyway, last two weeks I was at MP after a gazillion years. Haven't been to that place for months and I finally went. Honestly I just feel, nah, when I entered. I didn't have the same excitement as I did last time. This time is was just pure drinks and chatting while staring down folks in the club with my big eyes with natural eye liner.

But the day I was at MP, I didn't know it would actually lead to the starting of the ending of something as well. Something which I've never been good at and something which I'm still learning from ground zero.

Something small led to something big which made me think a lot about what I had and have. I think I'm just not faith-ed to have any of this sort of stuff going on in my life as it never last as long as I wished it will.

I think it's just me most of the time. It was yet again a rocky road down the hill heading to the starting line. It was tough because I made the call and I was the one who felt there was something wrong somewhere that needed to be settled right away. So I did and now it has reach this stage.

Since then, starting from ground zero has not been easy and I would certainly say it is tough.

Not sure where I will be next. Let's just hope somewhere peaceful and safe.

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P.s. - I didn't know she sang!


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