But I had a lovely weekend as always. Spending time with your loved one really makes a difference in many ways.
Been feeling kind of emotional for the past few weeks but slowly and surely been keeping it in check nicely.
I'm just blessed to have many important individuals in my life who is always there for me whenever I need them. I do hope to be able to do the same for them. I know I'm not the best but I will try.
Lately I've been missing my family quite a lot. I guess its from the things that has happened which made me realize. I've been forgetting all the importing things in life and been concentrating too much on things which are not so important.
I'm trying to turn my life around actually and people may seem to see me as a person who has everything or is just so content with it but deep down there is just so many missing pieces. Things like:
- Work wise I need to push myself more to prove I'm worth.
- Love life to be more committed to it and strive for the best and longevity.
- Spending quality time with my family which I've not been doing so for the past 3 years.
- Catching up with friends to ensure everything is in check and not neglect those dear to me.
And the list just goes on and on and on. I'm trying to be a better person and live a better life. Keeping everything in its place.
Some how its never easy being an adult. I wish I was a kid again with no worries or troubles. I'm starting to look at life in another perspective as well. In a way, after loosing my best friend last year and another friend who I've known for sometime just a couple of weeks ago, has made me realize how fragile life is. Honestly I'm still not over my bestie's passing last year but it some has change something in me. I can't say what it is but there is la.
Anyway time to start a brand new week with a brand new spirit!