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Who R U now?

Why R U like this now? Who R U now? U've changed not for the good for the worse. Why? Last time U were someone I might say respect, but now I only do because your person. But I don't blame U for your change. It's because U've been influence by another human. U might not notice your changes, but the people around U do. Your changes have made the people around start to dislike you. Why R U letting that person influence U? Why R U always listening to that person's words which is sometimes like the venom of a king cobra? Why? Don't U have a mind of your own? Sometimes I really don't know who U R anymore. Who R U now actually??

Quick sand

Sometimes what we say, what we do, what we think is just like quick sand....never plan, never think, never decide....sometimes it could just lead to something stupid which might lead to something no good.....we think we understand and know it all, but an attitude of like quick sand will bring us down.....being a quick sand has it's good sites and bad sites.....but not in certain occasions...not a quick sand thinking and attitude.....


FESTIK 2009 can be said was a blast!! It was like UPM's version of the Oscars...hahahahah. Firstly the theme was real COOL. It was Urban Retro. And of cause following the theme, TGV sure made an appearance during the award ceremony...hahahaha. Picture on the left was what everyone who went wore...huhuhuhu...NICE...
Ok so why was FESTIK 2009 a blast?? Here's the answer. TGV 's production which was '40 seterusnya.....?' was awarded the 2nd Best Theatre Overall....hurray congratz to all & also not forgetting Best Actress in a Leading Role which was won by Nan...(wah so like the oscars...hahaha)

So TGV only won 2 awards, but that did not bring our spirits down at all. We were there to have FUN & ENJOY!!! Although 2 only but TGV was nominated in 7 other categories. The 7 categories were (Oscar version) : Best Audio, Best Publicity, Best Upcoming (harapan) Actress, Best Publicity Display, Best Props & Set, Best Actor in a Leading Role, & also Best Directi…

heavy for me....


This are my feelings right now. Right now I'm typing.
Everything is going through my mind now. So many thoughts are rushing through my mind now. The problems that arise from the problems that are unavoidable. The problems that are made by man.
My head's thinking to much of everything. Everything that is to heavy for me to take.
People say try not to think about it too much. People say try to forget it.
But what if it's unavoidable? What if it won't disappear? Why does it has to come?
My face always smile but in me it does not. The feelings are building up in me.
Making it heavy for me.
Would it break me?
Would it bring me down?
How do I destroy this feelings? My heads spinning my hearts tired.
I want to go somewhere.
Somewhere I could just relax..... enjoy..... laugh.....
Somewhere I could have comfort..... love.....
Somewhere only tears of joy would roll not tears of sadness.....
Hoping th…


Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their h…