Don't know. I'm blank. Currently I'm so down man. Shit!. I'm so frustrated. I'm so confused. I'm so angry. I'm so sad. I'm so tired. I'm so weak. I'm so disappointed. I'm so out of thoughts. I'm loss of directions. I'm trying to be strong. I'm facing it. I want to break down. But something is stopping me from doing it. I don't whats the matter. I'm looking left right. Up down. I think I'm heartless. I crying on the inside. But I'm still strong. Small matter won't hurt me. I can face it.