I've managed to forget (mostly everything...) the past and move on in my life. There's no use remembering all the not so sweet past. Focus on what's to come is more precious then thinking what has been done. I'm feeling much happy now and I'm me once more (although I'm still kinda pulled back at times...). No more downs for me but only ups for me. So happy to be me again and living the the beautiful life.
Love yourself, be yourself.