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What I want?

So another Monday has passed. I'm not feeling any much blue-rer than I am already. I guess we need to change our outlook on life to see it less blue but more  bright yellow? 

2013 has been a year with ups and downs for me. It's been pretty challenging particularly family and love life. I would not want to touch on any of that. I guess the past have thought me a lot in life. Never turn back and just keep moving forward. I've had hardship, tears, sores, scares, pain and much more but it has taught me to be stronger then ever. But always remember the past. Never forget it because some memories are meant to be cherished. 

People may think "what have he faced?" in their minds when they see me. But if you look deep down you'll see a little boy sitting along the beach looking blankly ahead. I'm still my mom and dad's boy who still gets childish with them. That is me. 

Sometimes when you wish for something  to go alright it comes out for the worst and the other way round. People may think you've changed but have you? May be they've never understood the real you yet. 

You know there are things which I can never let go nor forget. People who made the biggest impact in my life may it be short lived or long haul. Even a day of someone saying something or doing something which I cherish will never be forgotten. 

I really do hope for a more simply and yet passionate time to come. I will try not to ask much, mend broken strings and may be tweak myself. 

Few more months and 2014 will be here. Not a single day I face without a memory from the past. 

I know I'm just typing gibberish stuff here. Well it is some sort of my diary here. To speak what's on my mind and heart. 

It has been 5 years since I first started blogging and I'm still living it up. Maybe I shall try up to 10 years? As long I've got words to speak and I still breathe, this blog will stay.