Things are slowly getting better after sometime. I'm heading back to gym, balancing out my work, keeping up with friends, things are getting better. That's what I tell myself every day and night. Things are getting better.
After many rounds of doubts and questioning, it is just the right time to let go of the stuff we keep holding on. When you think of it, why do we keep holding on when we know it would not do us any good?
Another reason why finally I'm feeling much better is cause I've learn to forgive and perhaps forget. Of course it is not easy but once you've done it, everything just feels better. Like a huge burden has been taken off your shoulders and you can walk without having to hunch your back all the time. Some people may take a longer time to do so while others are just faster. Eventually having hatred won't get you anywhere and won't do you any good at all. Due to what happen couple months back, yes, I used to have lots of hate but then I thought about it, what's the point? It's not like anything will change anyway right? So why not just forgive and forget? So yup, that's what I did.
Learning to ignore is also a good skill to have. Not letting it get to you somehow makes things better and feels less irritating to you. You also have time to think about other stuff which is much more important rather then fictional things which may just not be there.
Pushing things aside and just doing what you love keeps the blood flowing without having any seizures. I've faced many hiccups recently but then it is all because of my own doing. So taking a sip of water just makes it feels better at the end of the day.